Long Time no Post

I was informed tonight (by Bernie) that I hadn't updated my blog in a long time so I thought I should at least come out here and provide some sort of an update.
I've been trying to keep my head above water at work. Things have been crazy and busy. There are days I don't know which way is up. The good news is we are getting a new person on Tuesday that I will be training to take over some of my work and I will eventually be moving over to help on the Billing System. I'm not sure it's much better but at least I get rid of my very stupid users.

I've not been having a fun month. I've been on Provera for a good part of the month. I'm on it for the second time right now and it's not working as well as it did the first time. The good news is, or at least I hope it will be good news, on June 7th, I'm scheduled for a D&C. My doctor isn't doing it, but at this point, I don't really care as long as the problem gets fixed.
And just incase that wasn't enough, I had an infected toe. And just in case you want to know what I did to it, the answer is, I have no idea. But I don't actually have to do anything to have something go wrong with me. Also have the muscle above my right knee, seems to be crampped up and hurts like hell when I move. Oh well, I guess it could be worse.

Ok, now for the stuff that most of you really want to know about.
I don't know what is going on with Robert and I except he keeps digging himself into a deeper hole. We'll talk and we'll agree to talk more. I'll try to be more open with him. But, then he isn't available when I try to call. I know he can't always answer the phone when he is at work but he doesn't even call me back when he gets off work.
I left him a message on Thursday that basically said, that I don't know why he hasn't called me back but I'm trying to be more open with him but he's making it very difficult.
He called me Friday afternoon but I was napping, since I had the day off. When I woke up, I called him back and he hasn't called me back yet. I called him twice today and it went straight to voice mail which means he has his phone shut off.

Pretty strange way to show that you want to try to make something work. He's making my decision way to easy. I'm sure he'll have some reason that he will expect me to be okay with, but I won't. He won't be able to convince me this time, that things can be okay.
He either has to decide that he wants to really try and make this work or he needs to be honest with himself and me that it isn't going to work because he is not willing to change his behaviors.

I have no problem moving without him and he knows it. I will hear him out but I don't expect the out come of the conversation will be a good one.