It's been a while since I've posted but there isn't a lot new happening.

Robert still isn't back from Jamaica. Right now he is waiting for his Mother to let him know when she is going down. He is getting some things done down there before she gets there. I am hoping it will be soon. Even though he knows about my past, I know he doesn't fully understand how him being gone for so long really affects me.
We'll just have to talk about it when he gets back. It's not something to talk about over the phone.

Watching what I eat has paid off, I've lost about 14 pounds so far. With any luck I'll keep losing.

Things with my sister feel like they are moving in reverse. I am still waiting for the appraisal to be done. I'm not sure who is really holding this up. The appraiser or my sister.
Next week I'm going to try to find the time to call a few appraisers and see how long it would take to schedule an independent appraisal. I just need an idea of what is going on. If they tell me they could do it in a few days, I'm calling my lawyer and letting him know.
I'm frustrated and tired of having my sister drag this thing out.

Things have been somewhat tough lately. I'm helping my daughter (giving her a little shove really) in starting to narrow down where she might want to go to college. She is a Junior and needs to get started. It brings up all sorts of feelings since no one was there for me to help me through any of the process of what I wanted to do with my life after High School.

I didn't really want her to come over this weekend - I really just wanted to be alone but I can't let my feelings get in the way of being with her. I will not allow myself to push her away again. It's not fair to her - she hasn't done anything wrong.

Anyone have any ideas on making Binky sleep past 3am - she seems to think that when she wakes up, that she needs to have company. She doesn't need for and she doesn't want to play. She just wants me to be up.