Thursday, May 13, 2004

Update

On Monday at 11:30 a.m., I smoked my last cigarette. That was the last one that I had and I am not going to buy anymore. So far so good. No cravings, just added anxiety. Just what I need, more anxiety in my life. But, I have a stress ball and other things I can use to keep my hands busy during the day at work. It's a little harder when I get home but, I'm managing okay. The hardest times seem to be when I'm driving the car and in the evenings when I'm just sitting around with not much to do.
Somehow I will make it. I am determined to quit. Not only will it save me money but it is good for me too.

On the continuing saga...
The lawyer sent a letter to my sister on Monday (I received it by email on Monday) and she probably received it Tuesday or Wednesday. I'm sure she isn't a happy camper. If she knows what is good for her she will make sure she understands what the process of a partition action is. She can't play games anymore. The only way to stop the process is to get financing or agree to sell the house with me. I'm not sure she understands the seriousness of all of this since she hasn't move quicker in the past. I don't even know if she has a lawyer. Not my problem, not my issue.
I am waiting for some relative to call me and start with the 3rd degree, I so want to tell them that she has dragged this out for over a year and she has had plenty of options. Then remind them, that it is none of their business and drop the subject. Because I'm sure Judy has told many lies about me that could take me the rest of my life to clear up.

Today is my "fathers" birthday and it doesn't bother me at all. The only reason I remember it is, my daughter birthday is tomorrow. When they scheduled me to go in to have her, I was happy that they didn't make it the 13th of May.

That's about all that is happening at this time. If you hear a lot of yelling and screaming from Windham County, it is most likely my sister, not getting her own way.

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